For You My Baby

March 1, 2007 - the first day of the March.

I got here at the office feeling elated. Making love with you this morning was terribly just GREAT. Right at this moment I'm writing this blog, Lea Salonga's TWO WORDS is being played at my PC's MP3. I can't help but smile thinking of you and thinking of how we both touch each other's lives. Yes baby, i'll promise these Two Words for you. I DO. I do love you. I do care for you. And I DO stand by you in sickness and in health, for richer and for poorer... Baby, I DO. I want you to always know that you have been my most precious gem since the day i met you. You have become my addiction. Kissing your lips has been my longingness every day and frankly i'll tell you i can't last the day not even seeing you or hearing your sweet soft voice. I really do love you baby. I used to say that happiness and contentment are different, but just last night i found out that you're both MY CONTENTMENT AND MY HAPPINESS. There are a lot of times that i feel so unworthy of your love, there are times that i ask myself if i deserve you... The only thing that i know is that GOD gave you to me and I know I deserve you. Baby, don't change. We have a story to tell. We have connections and deep in my heart I know this is real. This is even rare. Like i always promise, look deep within me, my heart beats for you... Only for you. I really am so sorry if sometimes i disappoint you, i am really sorry if sometimes i become your headache... baby, i dont intend to make you feel that. Don't you know that I cry every time i feel that i hurt you? I do baby. Last night, while you're asleep, i gaze at your beautiful face... I listen to your soft breath... I smell the scent of your warmth... And from there... I can't help but cry telling myself, OLAN, how lucky you are having this person in your life. You why? I see a good heart in you. I see you can give me love that i have been longing to have long before i met you. I gaze at you again and told myself, i can never never never AFFORD to lose you. I can never ever afford to hurt you. You are my dream baby and you are the reason why i want to stay here forever. :) i'm crying now baby.... listening to TWO WORDS... these are tears of joy. the joy that you brought into my life. i love you so much. I thank you for making me happy, loved, cared for and most of all for showing me the different kind of relationship we have right now. We have a story to tell baby and I will always want to make this story worthy to be told. I love you more each day. I love you more than anyone I thought could love..... I cant wait to see again this evening... Love you baby.

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